Karl Loren's Journey Of Learning and Changing
It was not to be! I've gone through three distinct phases of thinking on the subject of, "What should be my future activity?" during the increasingly intense care-giving of Bonnie.
So, this web site, plus many thousands of pages published earlier, on other sites, seemed like the place I would spend much of my future -- trying to bring clarity and truth into a medical subject I felt was murky and dishonest.
The thought of doing this gained with me as I found myself a very keen observer of the standard medical treatments for cancer. I began to feel that I was "blessed" to have new insights into this subject I would never have had, were it not for my becoming, suddenly the care-giver for my dear wife. I was already planning the new areas of research and publishing I would pursue. For instance I got an offer from one of my newsletter subscribers (I now have about 15,000 subscribers!) and he sent me this research material (and more like it) which I had thought to study carefully. Then, phase two kicked in.
Thousands of people use my formulas, but not millions! If anything, cancer would be a far harder nut to crack -- for me to be as well accepted in the world of cancer treatment as the position I've reached with heart disease -- I thought -- would be impossible in any remaining years of this life. Because of my very firm religious convictions and training, I knew that I
could go on learning this life time --- and when my time of this body death
arrived, I could leave this life-experience, retain much of my newly-gained
knowledge, and COME BACK in a new body to study biochemistry, cancer and attack
this problem from INSIDE the main stream of medicine, rather than as an
outsider. I felt certain that I could do it this way. But then I started looking at WHEN I might be coming back and what would the planet look like then? There was every possibility that, 20 years from the date of my eventual death, perhaps a total of 40 years from NOW?, I might find the problem already solved, or some other change that made this type of planning impractical. So, I entered the third distinct phase of these considerations. I looked at the big scene and tried to find a root cause of the stupidity of the present medical system. It was not hard to find the root cause.
The problems with cancer treatment, and medical service in general, is the lack of morals. It may not be so easy to sell a new moral code, but I have greatly increased confidence that I can expose my new understandings about the immorality of health insurance and medical care. What is fairly easy to get a group interested in is "stopping something" rather than "starting" or "changing" something. So, I have in mind a two pronged attack on this problem of morals. I found such a code! And, I have already been exposing medical corruption. So, making this a very brief story, here, I decided to start a new Church -- one that would not conflict with any religious belief, but a Church which would name "doing good deeds" as the primary function of the Members of this Church. Oh, there is more, but this is a Church that deals very much in the here and now -- in the physical universe, and leaves to YOU the discovery of the nature of God. I believe in God, but I have not found any but "human teachings" about God. Human teachings all seem to fail with time - whereas a proper moral code should be acceptable to all religions and all people, for all time.
It is the Church of Compassionate Service. Read my Articles of Faith which stress "doing" rather than "believing." Find out how you can join me in this crusade the make the world a more moral place. I am also in the process of starting a non-profit foundation to do research and teaching in the field of "health." This is the International Academy of Anabiology -- about which you will soon hear much, much more. I have discovered a great deal during these several months as I followed Bonnie's Journey through chemotherapy and radiation, and through the process of meeting and talking with a large number of health care professionals. I will not write my conclusions here and now, but believe me I have many things I will be writing on this subject. Most of that will probably be written and published on this or one of several other web sites.
In particular I have fulfilled a promise for some 20+ years to answer personally any personal message sent to me. I still do that, very happily, even though the number has grown. I have a very specific plan for how I will handle personal messages to me, and in due course that will become known. I can say that I am NOW looking for others to JOIN me in a new campaign to spread the common sense moral code which, I think, is badly needed on this planet. That story will unfold mostly at www.churchofcompassionateservice.com and I again invite you to visit. I invite you -- it is my "life's work" for the remainder of this life !
This web site is a breath of fresh air in a world of pollution.
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